Really need someone to help.

Aye I really need someone to help me out, I am at wits end, ready to tap out. (Neva say Die) I was a normal woman with CBT, MD, POTS, And I spent 14 months no water or lights, I love utilities. I've had them for back on for like the last year and a half, I know the three-year delay between Dad aka Big Eddy went home and left us here. With the CBT this is home for as far as I recall I've been here 7 yrs (Longest addy in my ENTIRE life) I'm losing home, they cut the water 3 hrs ago. Please believe me I am not a very proud Veteran of ARMY daughter, but Big Eddy said the worse thing that could happen is the answer be No. I gotta sell my home yesterday. I highly dislike asking ppl for Their hard earn money, but that's what part of my journey we are at. 9-12-2020 Daddy was called home, life kinda ended until May-ish. 2-26-16 I spent 566 days recovering in a recliner to become the person I am today. I don't know the person before the break I don't really remember too much for the wreck but I do know that desperately need somebody to care right now. I chose to put myself under this rock but it's almost over I just going to make a little bit longer I'm so ready to tap.