I need help please.

I was born into abusive nothingness. My parents, besides lacking parenting skills, also lacked income to support a family of three. My father died when I was 10. He left my mom with nothing: Only 3 kids under the age of 10 and one still in diapers.

I've been on my own since I was 13. I've always done the best that I can. Most times it wasn't enough. I got very sick when I got pregnant for my first child at 19 and have been ever since. I have autoimmune disorders. One is connective tissue disease. Its like Lupus. Attacking and destroying various internal organs/systems. I have emphysema have asthma.  I also have severe scarring on my lungs from collapsed lungs in my childhood. I live every day in pain. I'm totally worn out. I have some sort of systemic disorder that leave me unable to produce epinephrine. That's not yet figured out. I've had 2 blood clots and one stroke. Likely another as of yet undiagnosed autoimmune disorder. Now I am permanently on blood thinners which exasperate the exhaustion.

I lost my affordable room that I rented. Landlord wanted to go back to his slimy partying life. I live in my van as best as I can. As Ive pretty much always been unable to work, I get disability. Its a puny amount for lack of work points.

So when I ask for help, its not like I have other choices. I need to be able to pay off my van so that I have enough for food and gas. More would be better. But in the interim, should it strike you to donte, 28,000 will pay off my rolling home and leave me in a much better light. I know theres someone or two out there that can throw a little my way and help someone truly in need!

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